Monday, 12 November 2012

Shit!!! I need to sort my life out.

So, I've decided to make a conscious effort.
I need to stop getting so damned angry all the time.
Angry with work.
Angry with the state of the economy.
Angry with the treatment of the working or underclassed members of society.
Angry with the treatment of disadvantaged groups.
I can't keep fighting all of these social issues on my own.
As part of a collective, yes, much like "The Borg", but if I continue down this road, well, it won't be conducive, let's put it that way.
I'm a sensitive.
I pick up on peoples' feelings and thoughts.
Being an empath, its not the greatest working with these groups everyday and feeling what they feel, because you can't drop it. All you can do is carry other peoples' baggage around with you. So, I have to protect myself.
Right, so in order for me to do that.... I have to get a new job.
I still have to remain focused.
Need to sort out my business proposal and also my business plan.
God help me.
All I can do is put that trust in me and put my faith in god.
This has to work out.
It has to.